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What is your own inner Fool saying?

Posted on Apr 1st, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 01, 2008:

I model the fool because I usually act the fool. I tend to go away from the crowd. If all the guys are going to take an automotive class, I'll take the Shakespeare class. If people are sledding down hills into an open field in the winter, then I'll go sledding in the woods. (I only really did this once. The results weren't that great, so I learned my lesson not to do that again)

In the play "Inherit the Wind", E.K. Hornbeck said something. He said "Ma'am, I do terrible things for which people love me. And I do wise things for which they hate me." This is kind of like me. Just replace "terrible" with "unorthodox" and you wind up with "me." And if somebody doesn't like it...well that's their problem, not mine.
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Where do you want to go?

Posted on Apr 4th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 02, 2008:

If I was asked this question, I'd probably be a wise-guy and say I wanted to go to Acren. (Is is spelled "Acren" or "Acrin"? I can never remember.) I've got nothing against the place or anything. It just happens to be a line out of my favorite movie Harvey. When Elwood P. Dowd askes Dr. Chumley this question, the doctor says he wants to go to Acren.

Then I'd probably be like "Okay, seriously though...I think I'd like to go to one of the best places I've ever been in my life. Hiram Maine. It's a small town. You know, one of those towns that's nothing more than a map dot? My dad has an extra house up there he inherited from my grandmother when she passed away. I've spend many happy days and nights in that house, and I haven't been their for years.
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Tagged with: QaR, future, destiny, calling, journey

How do you decide that something is true?

Posted on Apr 5th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 03, 2008:

There are a few ways that I decide whether something is true or not. One of the first ways I decide is, when a person is telling me something, I look at the person's facial expressions. There's the phrase "A person's eyes are the windows to their soul." Well, looking someone in the eye is a good way to tell if they are telling the truth.

Another thing I do is just trust my instincts. If somebody is telling me something and I get this odd feeling that I shouldn't agree, then I need to use a bit of discretion. More than once that inner feeling has kept me out of trouble.
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What would you do if you had $10 million in the bank?

Posted on Apr 5th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for March 29, 2007:

If I had $10 million in the bank, there's not much I'd really want to do. I feel that if a person has too much money, they become corrupt (with a few notable exceptions). Really, all I'd do is give my parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles, enough money to pay off all their debts, mortgages, and cars. I'd also pay off my car. Then I'd buy me parents a summer home in Burlington Vermont right on the edge of Lake Champlain. After that, everything else would stay in the bank. I would take out enough each year for four years so that I could pay for college, and that's it. The rest would be money for absolute emergency, and maybe if I decide to have kids I could use if for their college education.
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Like this poem?

Posted on Apr 6th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut

(This is a poem I wrote a while back. I've posted it up in one of the pods I'm in, but I think it's good enough for me to put up here. I think I might put up more of my poetry here too. I like it when others read my work and critique it.)

The Girl

Golden hair waving in the wind,
shining in the light of the sun,
long, straight, and perfect.
It smelled like apples.

Emerald green eyes gazing
into mine, peering into my soul,
seeing all and reflecting the warmth
of the sun upon my heart.

Hands soft as velvet sliding
across my palms of sandpaper,
following the face aboard the train.

I chased after you as you waved
out the window.
Over the horizon you went,
and along with you went my love.

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When do you feel most accomplished?

Posted on Apr 8th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 08, 2008:

I feel most accomplished when I finish something that was really difficult. It can be something as useful as putting new shingles on the shed, or it can be something like beating a really tough boss on a game. If I can do it all the way, and more importantly do it well, then I feel that's a worthy reason to feel accomplished.
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What in life are you most faithful to?

Posted on Apr 9th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 09, 2008:

I'm most faithful to my family. And when I say "family" I don't just mean my mom and dad. I also mean my grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins. I mean, I owe a LOT to them all. Where would I be today without them?
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Another poem

Posted on Apr 10th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
My inspiration for this poem was a quote from the original Three Ninjas movie. It was when Grandpa said "Just as a rope of one strand can be broken, a rope of four strands, no enemy can break." This quote holds true for life as well, and I never realized how much it really spoke to me until recently. (I was 6 the last time I saw the movie)

Four Strands

Alone, alone. What is it like?
Grueling and frustrating it can be
and all to say "I did it on my own."
But when one is not enough,
Then that single stranded rope will sever.
So make a rope of four strands
And you will never falter
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What's your favorite bookstore section? Why?

Posted on Apr 10th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 30, 2007:

Fantasy. I love checking out the fantasy section of Barnes & Noble. It's such a large section and I really like to read adventure books. In my eyes, what better place to find adventure than in a category that is known for that kind of stuff. Take classical books & series like Drizzt (I never actually read it, but I hear about it from my friend Josh) or Lord of the Rings. They're two series well known for the adventure and excitement. There are so many adventure books in the Fantasy section, that's always the first place I go to when I go to the bookstore.
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When has your imagination been the most vivid?

Posted on Apr 11th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 11, 2008:

The time period when my imagination has been most vivid is now. I've seen enough movies and read enough books, and even just know a lot about the world itself. With all this knowledge at my disposal, I can alter it however I want in my mind. In fact, just earlier today I thought about a cheese astronaut rescuing a baby panda from a giant slug on Mercury in the winter. It was cool. After the astronaut flew off with the panda in his arms, the slug was looking up at them yelling "you jerk! you stole my food! I'll get you for this!"
Well, later on when the slug tried to come to Earth to get revenge on the astronaut he didn't last long. The military was using those airplanes that drop water on forest fires against it. The only thing was that instead of being full of water, they were full of salt. Oh yeah!
And today's experience was nothing compared to the other ones I've had in the past couple of weeks. I tend to imagine stuff a lot when I'm in my Spanish III class.

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Where in your life do you follow your heart?

Posted on Apr 12th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 12, 2008:

Now that I think about it, I don't really follow my heart on pretty much anything. I mean, I've used it before, but pretty much all the time I think with my head. I'm not saying that I'm always able to keep myself out of trouble this way, but it's the way I do things. I don't like to base my actions on gut feeling because I prefer to know whatever it is I'm getting into. (If I can.)
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Tagged with: QaR, heart, love, intuition, life, calling

What is the best way to show someone you love them?

Posted on Apr 13th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 13, 2008:

Tell them.
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What are you seeking to become?

Posted on Apr 14th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 14, 2008:

My outlook on things is changing. For years I've had this outlook on life that's been pretty laid back and nochalant. But now that I've only got 18 more schooldays left before I'm finished with high school, and now I'm looking at things differently. I'm beginning to realize, "Hey. This is the place I've lived for 7 years. In a couple of months, I'm going away and I won't see all this stuff for a long time. I'm not going to see my friends or family for a while."

Right now, I've been feeling a bit unsure about whether or not this is normal, but I know that in the end this is going to be a great experience for me and in the end it's going to make me a stronger person.

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Unrequited Love

Posted on Apr 14th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut

So there's this girl at my school I like. I think I love her, but all year I've been trying to avoid her. I don't want to start a relationship with her when I've only got so long to stay in Massachusetts. But lately I haven't been able to get her off my mind. Every other thought I think is about her. Every time I listen to music I think about her. There's one song I listen to called That's All by Genesis. The chorus in the song that goes:

"But I love you, more than I wanted to. There's no point in trying to pretend.
There is no one who, makes me feel like you do."

This applies to me here. I do love her, and I don't want to. I have been pretending I don't. I've tried to fool myself into thinking I don't care for her by staying away all year. But it hasn't worked. I still think about her and want to be around her. She's nice, pretty, and perfect. But I've only got a few days left of school. I'm at a loss. Which option do I choose? Go and try for a fleeting daydream or keep letting it be and stay in pain? I just don't know which path to choose.

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When have you cried from happiness?

Posted on Apr 27th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 27, 2008:

I don't think I ever have cried from happiness. I might have, but if I did then I can't remember when it was or what it was about. I'm racking my mind for a memory of it and I'm just not coming up with anything. It kinda' sucks that I can't remember any time where I cried from happiness.
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Do you stand up to bullies?

Posted on Apr 27th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 18, 2008:

I do stand up to bullies. I'm nowhere near the toughest guy in the world, and many a time I've wound up with a few pops in the face because of it, but that never stops me. I always do what I can when I see bullying because, back before I moved to Leicester, I used the be the favorite target of three or four bullies. I know what it's like the be physically and verbally abused by my peers and, I'll tell ya', it really sucks big time. So if it's for another person's benefit, I'm willing to take a few hits and maybe dish out a couple myself. Actually, now that I think about it, I'm not so sure I try to help for the victim, or if I'm just trying to help myself get over the past.
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What is your relationship to apology?

Posted on Apr 27th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 17, 2008:

Apology isn't something I'm used to. When somebody apologizes to me for something, I feel kind of awkward. I know all I have to do is say "no problem" or something like that, but I have trouble getting those words out of my mouth. It's not like I'm bitter towards the person or anything like that. My tongue just doesn't want to work.

As for giving an apology, I'm terrible at that. When it comes to this, I know exactly why I have trouble. I am a very prideful person. It is pretty tough for me to admit when I am wrong or in the wrong. I know I can do it because I've done it before. It's just not easy for me.
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What standards do you refuse to compromise?

Posted on Apr 28th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 28, 2008:

Work hard, respect others, respect yourself, and keep all promises you make. Those are the four standards I will never get rid of, and I expect others to live up to them to a certain degree as well. If a person is a liar, they have failed to keep promises and respect others, as well as themselves. And if you won't work hard in life, you are typically unable to prove your worth, both to yourself and others. Give all you have on everything. There was a quote from John Smith. He said, "Any man who will not work is a man who will not eat."
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This is another poem I wrote recently.

Posted on Apr 28th, 2008 by Bahamut : dragon king Bahamut

The Searcher

I am walking down a dark road
looking for you.
Are you in one of the houses,
or are you driving past me?
Am I going the right way
or moving farther from
your embrace I so long for?

I know I will find you,
but how much longer must I walk?
My legs are growing tired
and the night is closing in.
I need you.
Where are you?

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